oh GOD!

why everything is so messed up and destroyed like this anyway? there aja problems coming into my life. there wrote that ruin my life whether friend, best friend, ex, even though families. I do not understand them the same way of thinking how the hell???? I try to be patient, sensitive, forgiving bit by bit but I see they are busy with their lives rich respectively. I try as much as possible to make all of them rich anymore but whatever power I own only one here who has a lot of errors and limits my ability. difficult to know to make the happiness that once coming soon! and I miss it all the same I miss the past that makes me so fresh mind and free it only existed in the past. now I do not so frivolous as this. I do not know how my goals, what should I do, what should I look for??? I do not know! I'm confused what to do to face this all. even now as if all my wrong? oh Lord I'm tired if have to keep on like this I feel like I want to live in peace, and sleep is always a beautiful dream. I live here just wrote taste alone was in the neighborhood I realized there was not ever here ::::: "))))

you do not understand one another's feelings! guys still on selfish! guys still on as a kid! guys still unstable! guys just carried away!