bad

This night really different for me. somehow my feelings again was really abstract. I'm confused who want the same story. for me until this time Keith would anyone really able to understand me than he was at that time that could make me feel comfortable and not have a load. since you go getting ruined my life and my heart was really quiet and empty. friends of friends I had come to disappear one by one after you disappeared from my life. sometimes I wish if I was a man. because for me he is easy not complicated, simple, and not rich girl wants many many asked, nonchalant, not sensitive. and may I include that criteria. I could not feel the love that was really sincere that was near me. sometimes I was tired, why do I live this way really, the problem is everywhere. and I was really lonely now. my friends today again I do not really fit. I'm confused I was wrong not you think the same way that I take now? as if I really was so damaged in the eyes of my sight. but yeah how else would God give us a destiny already too rich like this to me. I prepared if one day vengeance into my life with a million meanings :)