Realized

I realize you've gone
I realized our story is over
I understand all of these decisions
I understand the meaning of all this
When I think about you first
It was very painful for me
As I remember about you first
It was so painful my heart
I do not know what all this is true or not
I do not know what all this destiny or not
I do not know what all this is right or not
I do not know what I can or not
I will not wish you back
I would not expect you to think of me
I would not expect it to be real memories again