"Kita" or Just "Me"

Me and you it has become a "We". Said it was good but now it is not as good as its meaning. Now we have to be me and you. Now we've become an individual instead of a pair again. Just as a man who wakes from a dream beauty of it is just going to make us delusional dream world that always makes us to be perfect and special then when we woke up unable to say anything. Just like us, when you and I become one, it makes me perfect and very special because have you. But now I woke up from the word "We" it feels more intense and painful than waking from a dream that I had a lovely long pass almost every night. I used to always be happy with you right now because of you moody. I used to laugh with you apart now be restrained melancholy. I used to always want to be perfect in front of me now a rigid style. First, first, first, why it is always more beautiful to be remembered. Why did so much better before it passed quickly. Why did a lot better before I knew you. Why did so much more beautiful when we are not too far away and deep. But time is so fast yes, time also so cruel. Because time has brought happiness into the piercing too deep. Time has brought you just a moment. I should be grateful and you have made the same time we had felt perfectly when united. I should be more appreciative of the time and you are too loyal leads nowhere so fleeting. But I was wrong, I was wrong to make it too far. As if all that was just passing wind just blink of an eye blink. As if I was just blown dust, missing a heartbeat. I had misjudged us all along. I already gave you one opportunity that just gives me the wound alone. The fact that you are more bitter than I ever imagined. In fact you are only loyal to the ego was not just me. In fact you just leave the memory alone forced to be remembered. Maybe you did not ever feel what I'm feeling and often you probably did not ever think about what I've been thinking. Maybe all this "We" that there's only me that there never was you that I have always dreamed of.