In Lose

I .... I .... I ......

I was trapped here in the corner of the room this time. I pause here this deserted place. I terbisu here this desolate place. I'm just I'm a melancholy. I was no longer me being me. I just pounced on the fact that I was alone. This sport really is no longer as solid as the first. The heart may no longer as strong as before. This flavor is no longer as good as yesterday. I feel different this time. I feel like what I knew. I feel as though this is very bad time for me see. I now there lived a man who may now helpless. As if I was no longer able to continue waiting for tomorrow which always haunted me with the past. That dream has now become the only one who really wants my big dream I realize. Hope it is now the missing dust that would never have come together and come back with the same form.

Wonderful it Must Be Fought

Beautiful yes if all your dreams come true according to what you envision for this. That's what I expect beautiful. Beautiful as shipper, beautiful moment around you, both of you beautiful. Maybe now we are in line and or walking together towards the beginning of something that might be even better. Is it possible that part of love or sympathy alone? Actually I do not know what a sense of comfort and want to be named closer like that. Actually I do not know what the intent and purpose of all this would be fine.

As much as possible I convinced myself. As much as possible I finalize my heart and understand the intent of the heart. But every time I think about it the same hasilnyapun. You are still made ​​me uncomfortable, as if you keep that makes meaningful, you still made ​​me for always watching alone. I do not know what it means I do not know but that just means I know that you can make me cheerful once again.

But I realized that the way we seem to go through one. Shallowness that confront many of us. Many possibilities that will happen between us. I do not know until when everything will continue as it was the birth of what might be like this? But I do not want to if I and you just stop at the same place, only complains tertitik here alone. Every dream that we have we must strive not? as well as we were walking in the wrong place and we have to fight past this error.

Is You

you, you suddenly come into a new sheet that just want to leave me all about love. you, all of a sudden I came not knowing if you hacked into my life. why if it happened when you hugged? why you came at me slumped helplessly weak because of it? why did you gave me a clue when I lose a million directions? and you've got me thinking enough. if I still crave worthy? I still come first whether you deserve? if I was still worth waiting for? if maybe she was created just for me? before you need millions of my time, my brain, and my energy for me to let go of all of that love. but all it seemed to pass when you came in loneliness accompanied my evening. since there you forgotten me all about him, since there you are my world seemed bright again. thank you who always seemed to want to make me better.

Realized

I realize you've gone
I realized our story is over
I understand all of these decisions
I understand the meaning of all this
When I think about you first
It was very painful for me
As I remember about you first
It was so painful my heart
I do not know what all this is true or not
I do not know what all this destiny or not
I do not know what all this is right or not
I do not know what I can or not
I will not wish you back
I would not expect you to think of me
I would not expect it to be real memories again

"Kita" or Just "Me"

Me and you it has become a "We". Said it was good but now it is not as good as its meaning. Now we have to be me and you. Now we've become an individual instead of a pair again. Just as a man who wakes from a dream beauty of it is just going to make us delusional dream world that always makes us to be perfect and special then when we woke up unable to say anything. Just like us, when you and I become one, it makes me perfect and very special because have you. But now I woke up from the word "We" it feels more intense and painful than waking from a dream that I had a lovely long pass almost every night. I used to always be happy with you right now because of you moody. I used to laugh with you apart now be restrained melancholy. I used to always want to be perfect in front of me now a rigid style. First, first, first, why it is always more beautiful to be remembered. Why did so much better before it passed quickly. Why did a lot better before I knew you. Why did so much more beautiful when we are not too far away and deep. But time is so fast yes, time also so cruel. Because time has brought happiness into the piercing too deep. Time has brought you just a moment. I should be grateful and you have made the same time we had felt perfectly when united. I should be more appreciative of the time and you are too loyal leads nowhere so fleeting. But I was wrong, I was wrong to make it too far. As if all that was just passing wind just blink of an eye blink. As if I was just blown dust, missing a heartbeat. I had misjudged us all along. I already gave you one opportunity that just gives me the wound alone. The fact that you are more bitter than I ever imagined. In fact you are only loyal to the ego was not just me. In fact you just leave the memory alone forced to be remembered. Maybe you did not ever feel what I'm feeling and often you probably did not ever think about what I've been thinking. Maybe all this "We" that there's only me that there never was you that I have always dreamed of.

Cinta

Satu kata dibalik beribu-ribu makna yang tersirat dalam kata indah itu

Satu kata yang menyimpan berjuta-juta rahasia yang tak ingin ku tau

Satu kata dengan sebuah rasa yang tak pernah ku mengerti

Rasamu sungguh menusuk relung hati

Meskipun hanya setetes dari sekian banyak tetes

Yang tak bisa mengalir begitu deras

Penyiksaanmu kini datang menghantuiku

Membaluti hati yang tak pernah mengerti

Mengapa semua bercampur menjadi seperti ini

Hati yang kini tak menentu

Terdiam dalam semakin meresapi semua yang datang

Namun kau tak pernah menyadari keresahan ini

Kau selalu merubah segalanya menjadi mimpi

Mimpi yang tak pernah terbayangkan

Yang membuat sesuatu yang indah menjadi sirna

Kini kau telah berubah menjadi angin

Yang kini tinggal kenangan

Kenangan yang pernah memasuki kisah cinta ini

Berlalu

Berakhir semua yang kini semua pergi

Terbawa oleh waktu yang kian memaju

Tanpa pernah akan berhenti

Tanpa pernah akan kembali

Kau dan aku mulai terpisah

Oleh jarak dan waktu 

yang tak pernah kan kembali

Kenangan itu

Tak ada yang menginginkan

Tak ada yang mengharapkan

Yang  terjadi seperti angin

berlalu

Akankah semua ini hanya mimpi

Apakah semua ini hanya ilusi

Semua yang pergi berakhir

Menutup semua lembaran yang pernah terjadi

Rindu

Rasa ini sungguh sangat menyiksa

Rasa yang mendatangkan dilema

Rasa yang kini aku rasakan

Semuanya menjadi harapan kosong

Kau tak mengerti semua yang ku mengerti

Kau  tak tau apa yang aku ingin kau tau

Kau tak menyadari semua keegoan itu

Kau tak bisa melakukan itu semua

Bukan maksud menyakitimu

Bukan maksud tak pedulikanmu

Bukan maksud tuk merubah semuanya

Itu semua bukan mauku

Ku selalu memikirkanmu

Ku selalu ingat akan hal kecil itu

Yang pernah membuat kita dekat

Yang membuat segalanya menjadi indah

Semua akan terus berjalan

Semua akan terus seperti ini

Semua akan selalu terasa sunyi

Sepi yang terasa di hati ini

Rindu ini sudah semakin menusuk

Berharap yang lalu akan kembali

Disaat bersama menjalani semua ini

Disaat kebahagiaan menjadi sempurna

Namun semua itu hanyalah ilusi

Harapan yang hanya akan menjadi mimpi

Mimpi yang takkan pernah terwujud

Disaat kita dan cinta kembali

Rasa ini

Sakit yang terasa kini semakin terasa

Menusuk hati relung dan jiwa

Membekas sebuah luka yang dalam

Apa yang kini ku rasakan semua takkan tau

Apa yang kini ku impikan semua telah sirna

Sesuatu yang sangat bermakna

Kau telah merubah segalanya

Semua tak sama dan tlah sangat berbeda

Antara dahulu dan sekarang

Takkan mudah untukku tuk lupakan

Melupakan semuanya begitu saja

Seakan terbuang sia-sia

Dimana dirimu yang seperti dulu

Dirimu yang sangat ku rindukan

Dirimu yang sangat aku butuhkan

Saat pertama

Tak ingin tau siapa dirimu

Tak ingin tau apa maksudmu

Tak pernah terfikir tentangmu

Tak pernah terasa sesuatu untukmu

Semua itu dulu ketika

Kau dan aku masih tersangkut

Dan terikat oleh masa lalu

Yang membuat kita tak tau

Kemudian kau datang kepadaku

Disaat dilema gundah menyerang

Perlahan kau masuk kekehidupanku

Disaat masa lalu itu akan sirna

Awalnya ku tak pedulikan

Semua usaha yang kau lakukan

Semua rasa yang kau miliki

Semua cara yang kau perbuat

Namun resah itu mendekati

Apakah ku harus menyimakmu

Apakah ku harus pedulikan itu

Semua penuh tanda tanya

Usahamu semakin kau lihatkan

Namun ku tetap terdiam disini

Memikirkan yang takkan mungkin

Jika kau dan aku bersama

Keyakinan itupun datang

Disaat ku akan memulai semuanya

Semua yang indah bersamamu

Semua yang mungkin akan sempurna

Dan tiba saatnya semua itu terwujud

Semua itu menjadi kenyataan yang lebih indah

Disaat aku dan kamu bersatu

Bersama melupakan masa lalu